To go through this book carefully, I feel like suffering from so many obstacles and hardships with accompanying Julian. On the way to happiness, we are anxiously expecting a perfect reply, helplessly accepting a cruel ending. But no one intend to show regrets about what we have already sacrificed.Similar to Julian, I was born in an ordinary family, different to Julian, I was not in God’s good graces. I haven’t encountered the specific chance filling up with temptations and challenges.Everyone has a dream that they want to have a meteoric rise someday, they declaim that they can devise strategies within a command. Nothing has the ability to ruin their dreams. We always think everything is ok, we never dream that there is nothing one can do to save something must be dead. Like many other ordinary young people, sometimes, we have to bow difficulties because of the fierce society. Especially, I now in my position, for a common college student. Though, I am 19 years old, I must learn to shoulder some of obligations, but why I find I have kept the pathetic burden in my heart for years without anyone suspecting it?No pleasure without pain. I am not a vain person; however, I have never forgotten the pursuit seeking fame and wealth, the world is just like this; no one will pity you, remember those words: you can make friend with a man who will not hit you when you are down. So please do noteasily moan and groan without being ill, and do not have an unduly high opinion of yourself, that will be of no avail.I feel in low, just ‘cause I do not know where I should go and how long I keeping going can. In a word, we must save ourselves, whatever happens!V ocabulary:1、ablaze<adj>burning quickly and strongly猛烈燃烧的2、abortion<n>a medical operation to end pregnancy at an early stage人工流产3、abrasive<adj>acting in a way that may hurt other people’s feelings伤感情的4、clip<v>a quick hit with your hand抽打，猛击5、hoarse<adj>sounding rough and unpleasant沙哑的6、hive<n>a structure made for bees to live in蜂房7、inaudible<adj>that you can not hear听不见的8、inadequate<adj>not enough不足的9、jugular<informal>to attack sb’s weakest point during a discussion in an aggressive way攻其要害10、kid-nip<v>to make sb away illegally and keep them as a prisoner绑架，劫持11、lamentable<adj>very disappointing令人遗憾的12、lamebrain<n>a stupid person呆子13、mega<adj>very large巨大的14、meager<adj>small in quantity and poor in quality量少而质劣的15、mobilize<v>to work together in order to achieve a particular aim鼓动16、mock<v>to laugh at sb in an unkind way嘲笑17、raucous<v>sounding loud and roughly刺耳的18、raunchy<adj>intend to be sexually exciting 下流的19、ringing<adj>loud and clear响亮的20、ringleader<n>a person who leads others in crime or in causing trouble元凶21、sanity<n>the state of having a normal healthy wind神志正常22、sapphism<n>relating to lesbians女同性恋23、sarcastically<adv>showing or expressing sarcasm挖苦的24、smite<v>to hit sb/sth hard重打25、smock<n>a long loose piece of clothing worm over other clothes to protect them from dirt罩衣26、mocha<n>a type of coffee of very good quality摩卡咖啡27、splosh<n>the soft sound of sth moving through or failing into the water哗哗声28、stravaig<v>to walk around without aim 游荡29、decay<v>to destroyed gradually by natural processes腐烂30、mingle<v>to combine or make one thing combine with anther使混合31、nominal<adj>being sth in name only, and not in reality有名无实的32、muse<n>a person or spirit gives a writer, painter etc ideas and the desires to create things灵感33、murky<adj>not clear浑浊的34、multitude<adj>an extremely large number of things or people大量的35、obsessively<adv>thinking too much about one particular person or thing in a way that is not normal痴迷的36、obscure<adj>not well known鲜为人知的37、parlay<v>to discuss with sb in order to solve a disagreement 和谈38、pinnacle<n>the most important or successful part of sth鼎盛时期39、consent<n>permissive to do sth允许40、consecutive<adj>following one after anther in a series without interruption连续不断的41、crinkly<adj>having a lot of thin folds or lines多皱褶的42、cripple<v>to damage sb’s body使残废43、vigilant<adj>very careful to notice any signs of danger or trouble警觉的44、vocally<adv>in a way that uses the voices口头上45、purplish<adj>similar to purple in color发紫的46、purport<n>the general meaning of sth主旨47、infamous<adj>well known for bad or evil臭名昭著的48、infallible<adj>never wrong永无过失的49、inert<adj>without power to move or act无行动能力的50、static<adj>not moving changing or developing停滞的。